Delena in 6x01
HOLY MOTHER OF DEX
— EW (x)
Good news: I found a flat and it’s very clean and cute and has a reasonable price and I can have it; it’s close to the gym as well
Bad news: I may not be able to move in as soon by Saturday (very likely). I am not going to be miles away from my friends, but still, goodbye to late night talks. The owner seems lovely but a bit frigid (there’s only three people in the house, but there’s a schedule to use the bathroom in the mornings; the whole place was immaculate so I feel like I can’t ever let loose like you should be able to at home and also there’s rules on overnight visitors?? like your boyfriend can stay max twice a week but not two days in a row; oh and there’s a boiler in my room, so I’m guessing it’ll never be completely quiet.
Anyway, obviously beggars can’t be choosers and it is what it is and if it’s really not working out, it’s only minimum three months (though I’d need it for two, then be home for one and would then again need a stable place for the end of January cause that’s when my dissertation’s due so that sucks a bit).
But at least I found some kind of a place I guess..
my current plans
i really don’t know what to do.
i’ve got so many uni deadlines looming and i literally cannot find a house to stay in. i have lowered any kind of levels about its condition and would go for anything within 30 minutes walking distance (cause bus money will add up!), under 400 and not a pedophile house and there is literally nothing. i am on the verge of taking my packed bags (cause i have lived out of a bag for a week now) and going home.
and not being able to find a place here makes me wonder how am i ever gonna find a place and london or la or any other place i want to go to if i can’t even do it here.
so so so so so fucked. i’ve texted every any kind of viable option now. (even slightly over my rent limit, even further etc) and i’ve heard back from three!
1. is actually too expensive but no choice, also haven’t seen photos so it may be a complete shithole when i get there
2. has been on spareroom for months now and is owned by two middleaged men which makes me really anxious
3. not only a student house with a shitty room, but it now turns out there’s guarantors etc something i want to avoid so that is actually a cancel
like these are my only two options??
if a miracle doesn’t happen and something new doesn’t show up online like tomorrow i’m either gonna have to live with pedophiles probably or rent a place i obviously cannot afford.
i’ve pretty much lost all my friends as well with this and i’m pretty sure they’re all thinking that she got an extension for a week as it is so if she hasn’t gotten it sorted out, it’s her problem so idk how many sofas i can really crash on at this point.
oh god guys, i have really fucked it up so bad this time.
there weren’t too many flats on offer to begin with but 2 were alright and i lost them. in all fairness like how do they go in a day? like do people not take any thinking time?
now there is nearly nothing at all. everything is either gone, i am not a suitable tenant, and not just ugly or far, but both!
i am either gonna be homeless or commit myself to living in somewhere for at least 6 months where i’ll be completely miserable